What to do, what to do…red, white and always blue

It’s always my fault and responsibility when something technology goes so fucking wrong in this house that there is nothing anyone can do. I break it by touching a button and I am magically supposed to fix it by unplugging and re-plugging in everything involved and calling customer service and resetting the app for it both on mine and my mom’s phone. Even if I reset and redo and call everyone I can think of I still fail both in my head and in the eyes of my parents who complain they get emails from DirecTV saying I am screwing with it and they don’t know why and they can’t get to On Demand because the internet isn’t connecting to the DVR and it’s my fault the DVD player worked a month ago and isn’t working now so we have to go out and buy a new one. Now both work btw one on the TV with the issues and the TV in my parents room so that’s one thing down and a million more to go. I mean reasons why in my mind I can never do anything right I guess. While I am an only child who has been subsequently spoiled most of my life if you can really call everything that has happened in my life that especially since I became and adult and had to move back home after college since I had no job at the beginning and no real offers of any other choice.

So here I am trying now to do on my own as much as humanly possible now that I am either called out for doing nothing or blamed for the electric and water bills etc. I spent a grand total of one meal in this house in the last 72hours. Dad has said a few things to me since that night but nothing about it. Not sure if he forgot because of how drunk he was or if he is just pretending to tread lightly around me. I made my own damn bed every single solitary day this week! I paid my credit card bill without my dad reminding me the day before it was due and then again the day of. That’s what I call adulting people!

Thus far as for my crafts again probably tomorrow and I am thinking of doing a few red, white and blue items because of the holiday this weekend. Got some thin Duct Tape to do accent color. Maybe a flag design is in my future.